STUPID ME !!!

4 months i did not blogging already...
update it now...
just for nothing...

Having my sem 2 final exam...
started by 14 Jan until 25 Jan
Done 2 subjects but i cant do it well
just hope to God bless me~
For another 3 subject also...

I come back to KKB continuously in every week on December
But this week
actually i can back...
promised you to go Ipoh

Almost 5 months with you
always think i am not a good boyfriend for you
always think why i not rich
if i got money then i may buy anything that u like
always think why i always said or do something that made you angry and dislike...
but i cant discover that what and how stupid i said and do
never give you a surprise to make you happy
Furthermore i may make you disappointed
because of gotta work on Feb
i may not celebrate the first birthday with you
Am I a stupid?!!!
Yup !!! I am !!!
I HATE MYSELF
everytime i really feel pain because of this
but what can i do....
because i am a bad boyfriend !!! How to say...

Sorry but i love you~